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[Apr. 29th, 2005|10:40 pm] |
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Im updating for all you losers that still use this site.
aheehee
well nothing has been going on with me..really..
umm. im getting better at the guitar, and I guess that's good. I was in love with David, then I realized I had no chance, so I sorta like a new guy, Ian, and so I am focusing on him. Both of them will be going away to highschool in less than 20 days..so maybe I can see Ian over the summer, and hang with David as friends.
Summer seems to depress me some..
Kat and Josh broke up.
Kat fell in love with Anthony. ( some guy)
We got in fights over what I did not do for her and all.
sad sad situation.
My hope for any boys at all has dwindled to a dust and I letting it get smaller and smaller. Those stupid kids cn come to me, if they want. I'm sick of chasing themm..Its a never ending game that I will never win.
I got suspended, and ISS, and now I am weirded out to hang out with chestnot.
except, I had a very long conversation with him on the tellie today, and it almost seemed like things were back to normal again. I was very happy with that. We were laughing and talking about evvverything..and all of that stuff. Nowadays its harder to do that with him. So many things have changed. But today was different<33
Umm..I got to thinking. If it werent for my friends, I wouldnt have a reason to live. I would love to thank allllll of my friends that have made me smile, ever, you guys sare the best, And I am not just saying it. You guys are like..the best ever. thank you more than you will ever know..ever.
:)
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[Mar. 26th, 2005|06:40 pm] |
this is from miss kizzatie.
spanks kizzatie. :)
i hope your carpy tunnels get better.
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Samantha
Birthday: July 10
Birthplace: umm...st francis? i think?
Current Location: this red chair
Eye Color: blue
Hair Color: blonde
Height: 5'7"
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: macadamian
The Shoes You Wore Today: adio's
Your Weakness: bandaids.
Your Fears: getting caught
Your Perfect Pizza: with um. cheese
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: hmm. i dont know. learn the guitar i suppose
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: hmm. stupid children.
Thoughts First Waking Up: wow i hate raisins
Your Best Physical Feature: idk. my eyes or hair i suppose
Your Bedtime: when my eyes close
Your Most Missed Memory: when everything wasn't so fucked up.
Pepsi or Coke: pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King: mcdonalds
Single or Group Dates: group
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: ice
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: capp uh cheeno!!!!!!
Do you Smoke: no
Do you Swear: fuck no
Do you Sing: yes
Do you Shower Daily: yes
Have you Been in Love: yes
Do you want to go to College: i dont know
Do you want to get Married: yes
Do you belive in yourself: most of the time
Do you get Motion Sickness: no,im im always dancing and rocking back and forth. always.
Do you think you are Attractive: sometimes
Are you a Health Freak: no not really.
Do you get along with your Parents: no
Do you like Thunderstorms: yes, but not when u get blackouts. those are annoying.
Do you play an Instrument: the guitar
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: no
In the past month have you Smoked: no
In the past month have you been on Drugs: no
In the past month have you gone on a Date: yes i think
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes. i saw the easter bunny with kat. we were mean to him and left ransom notes.
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: ew. no. fish are friends, not food.
In the past month have you been on Stage: um. yes, for concert choir
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: in the shower
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no!! stealing is evil.
Ever been Drunk: no
Ever been called a Tease: no, but I am a whore.
Ever been Beaten up: no.
Ever Shoplifted: NO. shoplifting is so dishonest.
How do you want to Die: i dont want to.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: a guitarist , a guitar teacher, or a song writer.
What country would you most like to Visit: um. london. if thats a country.
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: it doesnt matter
Favourite Hair Color: i dont care
Short or Long Hair: not short, hopefully longish, but whatever i suppose.
Height: as tall as me or taller.
Weight: i dont know.
Best Clothing Style: i guess skateboarding ish, cause i like to skateboard too, but idc, really. as long as they wear clothes.
Number of Drugs I have taken: zero
Number of CDs I own: i dont know..i dont like some of them
Number of Piercings: 9
Number of Tattoos: 0
Number of things in my Past I Regret: umm..alot, but most recently i regret ****** ******* with *****
that is also in my xanga. so yeah.,,,read it here or there, or maybe even everywhere. teehee i ryhme. |
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[Mar. 26th, 2005|06:32 pm] |
today was sorta boring, went to some stores with my dad, came home, looked up serial killers, (cause they are fascinating) and then ate dinner, now im watching tv and writing on this. lets see, other things are:
i ****** ****** with ***** at ***** house. i feel reallyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy bad..=/ but i shall get over it i hope. gosh im SUCH a whore.
i wrote cnot aletter, and brittney is going to then we shall mail them to him and he will read them and be happy. :)
i am either getting this shirt from hot topic that says omfug on it, or im getting an all white pyramid belt thingy. idk which,...
i got my hair cut, but you acnt really tell except for the layers, which looks pretty. so thats good. my brother got his done, but he looks like a fat queer.
(-HaPpY**(
.)*_ EaStEr)
happy spring break everyone!!
yaay!
later groupies. |
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[Mar. 23rd, 2005|03:17 pm] |
today was sad, but i wasn't sad for the whole day. I was sad at this one person, and so was my other friend. We arent mad at each other, we just were all depressed. people kept asking me what was wrong. i guess i looked pretty sad to have like every person ask me?? i feel bad cause i blew a few people off, but at the time i was in a hurry and i didnt know if i was allowed to tell...to those of you who i screwed over even though u were trying to help, im sorry. <333
the rest of my day was meh. here is how it went.
first- we had to get in groups and sing. then our sub got mad and kicked the desk reallly hard and screamed, "SHUT UP!! YOUR PISSING ME OFFFFFFFF!!!!!!!!" haha it was funny.
second- umm..idk what happened. we learned some thing that i of course dont get.
third- i worked on my thingy for kurt cobain.
fourth- we watched celena. i didnt know j.lo was in that movie..
fifth- boring
lunch- i was sitting there like the crypt keeper. i wasnt in a good mood.
sixth- i was still actuing like the crypt keeper.
seventh- umm...me and kat hunged out like usualy, and she cheered me up. go kat! thanks! your so cool! i dont thank u enough.
and to my friend that cried with me in gym..thanks for helping me through this! we must support u know whooooo.
okay thats all. i have a v-ball game tonight, i hope we win.
<333 samantha the shanky agent. |
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[Mar. 21st, 2005|05:15 pm] |
im very angry right now. ugh.
today sucked, and it will for the restof the night, for multiple reasons.
1. my friends has resumed cutting again.
2. my other friend acused me of being jealous of her, and it just really made me mad..
3. i have a volleyball game tonight, and i HATE volleyball. how come everyone else seems so more enthused than me??
4. my dad and mom are both home, both of which i hate.
yeah so im really mad, for all those reasons. but ohwell. im done complaining.
.sam. |
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[Mar. 20th, 2005|05:44 pm] |
im really really mad right now. i hate my mom and dad so very much, i want to watch them just..freaking die.
and oh my god i hate brittneys mom too.
and i hate my sister.
and i hate my dad
and i hate my brother.
and i hate my teachers.
and i hate everything.
but most of all i hate my parents.
they need to go die.
<|3 samantha |
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[Mar. 14th, 2005|09:00 pm] |
yup so this is my new eljay, enjoy.
<3 samantha |
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